Hualloo.. akhirnya gw bisa ngomong juga yah ama dia.. uhm.. tapi gw sadar dia itu mungkin diciptakan bukan untuk gw deh.. ga tau kenapa.. [dia emang bukan punya gw kan].. yapi yah.. kadang merasa dia itu bukan my type of guy.. tapi tiba2 mikir.. kalo gw itu sayang ma dia.. dia bilang ma gw this time, or since long time ago, no one ever likes him or bla bla bla and then here it goes "you know I'm this kind of guy, but why do you still wanna b ma fren?" and I juz like *ya....haa...* WAD does it MEAN? love is love, like is like, addicted is addicted, I like him and ??? doubt it??? doubt it??? why must I? If I can.. may be also I dun wanna b like this geto logh!!! Every body dreams and when I was smaller and until Sec 2, the guy in my dream was someone who gts the same hobbies like me.. Music.. of course, and then same profession : piano player [gezz still long till it becomes ma profes-] he should be creative in any type of music.. not everything but at least, like Ferdinand Marsa.. play all type of music.. Jazz, blues, groove, salsa.. and wadever they are..and then I wonder if we could make our own music & song. Any of it.. the lyrics and text.. terus.. his eyes..is the most important!!! kata koko spp gw.. dari matanya itu qta bisa tau itu orang smart ato ngga.. [gini2 gw diajarin logh cara liat mata orang] ada yang 'idup, dan ada yang mati.. tapi yang pasti yang dari matanya bisa kelihatan kalo dia itu smart, walaupun perilakunya itu bad and urakan.. tapi dari mata.. hehehe.. deh... and then.. at least, he's as tall as my dad..*ugh.. cool dad* yep.. at least as tall as my dad and then, hair style.. bald.. ok, and then.. spikey.. ok, punk... don't mind, as long as it's not like SIR DICKIE's hair.. oh yeah.. I love Damien's hairstyle.. hummm.. that guy.. Damien Barden.. I wonder wad happen to him now.. dasar bule.. dah ga bisa Indo, maksain nyanyi lagu SO7.. ancurr!!!! yep.. and then.. my dream.. sekarang.. dah sirna semua.. pokoknya itu requirements nya dah gw hapus.. kenapa??? karena ternyata orang yang gw suka itu ga seperti itu.. beda dari yang gw bayangkan.. dia itu totally ga seperti itu dan gw sendiri dah ga peduli si do'i mau seperti apa.. mau clever dlm hal music ato ngga.. ga peduli lagi.. makanya.. huahuahuahua... gw sedih ya.. jadi ceweq... hiaaaaa... =_=!! gpp deh.. selama ada yang sayang ma gw.. terima aja apa adanya.. ga semua orang sempurna kan???
Posted by Ja
Ne-Fe . Sunday, May 16, 2004 @ 10:50:00 pm |
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